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I had a conversation with a friend recently about forgiveness. The kind that goes deep. The kind that stirs something old and tender in you. It inspired me to write this. Less as advice, more as a marker in time. A reflection of where I am on my forgiveness journey today, knowing full well it may continue to evolve.
There was a time when forgiveness felt like an obligation. I was raised in an environment where forgiving others wasn’t a choice, it was a duty. It was taught as a moral checkbox. Something you should do, even if your heart wasn’t anywhere near ready. And because of that, it often felt disconnected, rushed, and even inauthentic.
It wasn’t until years later that forgiveness began to reveal itself in a completely different way. Less of a task and more of a gift.
Not something I did, but something that happened through me.
I remember the moment so clearly. It came after a long season of inner work, of facing hard truths, of allowing myself to really feel the impact of what I had carried for so long. I didn’t plan for it, and I didn’t will it into being. One day, while sitting with the memory of someone I had felt deeply hurt by, a warmth washed over me, like a soft current of love that filled my entire body. In that moment, I wasn’t trying to forgive. I was just present to what was real. And what was real… was love.
Forgiveness arrived as the natural outcome of allowing that love to flow through. A gift, not to erase the past, but to meet it differently. Not to excuse, but to release.
But I want to be honest about something else too: that moment of grace didn’t just happen. It was preceded by many small decisions to let go of being right, to soften, to open. And maybe that’s the paradox of forgiveness; it’s both something you allow and something you choose.
To choose love is to choose reality as it is. Not how we wish it were. Not how it should have been. But as it is, with all its complexity.
For me, forgiveness has become less about “letting someone off the hook” and more about letting myself out of the story I’ve been stuck in. Because here’s the deeper truth I’ve come to understand:
Forgiveness is releasing another from the perception you projected onto them.
Which means, ultimately, you are forgiving yourself. Your lens, your wound, the meaning you attached to what happened. You are forgiving the story that shaped how you saw the person… and what you made it mean about you.
That you weren’t lovable.
That you weren’t worthy.
That you weren’t enough.
But those were never true. They were conclusions made from pain. And as you heal, you start to see that.
You start to reclaim the truth of who you are, one belief at a time. Forgiveness becomes less about rewriting the past and more about releasing your grip on it.
You chose to believe something about yourself that wasn’t true.
Now you get to choose again.
One of the turning points for me was realizing that forgiveness doesn’t mean skipping over your pain. It doesn’t mean spiritual bypassing or silencing the real impact of harm.
True forgiveness often comes after we’ve allowed ourselves to witness and express our hurt.
I needed space to tell the truth, to myself and sometimes to others, about what hurt, what it cost me, and what I needed that I didn’t receive. It was only after I gave myself that permission that something softened inside.
Forgiveness couldn’t flow while I was still bypassing my pain. But once I met myself there, with gentleness and honesty, the need to hold onto resentment just… started to fall away.
This journey is deeply personal. I don’t believe we can be pressured into forgiveness. And I no longer believe it’s something we can “should” ourselves into either.
But I do believe forgiveness changes you more than anyone else. I’ve seen how it creates space in my body where tension used to live. I’ve felt how it opens my heart where bitterness once held its grip. I’ve watched it set me free from loops I didn’t even know I was caught in.
Forgiveness, for me today, is less of a finish line and more of a relationship. It’s a daily return to choosing love when fear would be easier. To choosing clarity over control. And to seeing people through the lens of shared humanity, not perfection.
It doesn’t mean I forget the hurt.
But it does mean I no longer choose to hold it like armour.
I can remember, and still release.
I can protect my boundaries, and still let love lead.
I can see that we’re all carrying things that shaped how we showed up. And I can take full responsibility for my healing, without carrying the weight of what wasn’t mine.
Forgiveness will meet you where you are. You don’t have to rush it. You don’t have to fake it.
But if you’re willing… to sit with what hurts, to tell the truth, to untangle the beliefs that bound you, and to keep choosing love (even if it’s just love for yourself)… forgiveness will come.
It may not feel like a decision. It might arrive like a whisper. A soft release. A quiet return.
And when it does, it will be yours.
Not a duty. Not a demand.
But a gift.
I'm a Transformational Life & Personal Development Coach helping heart-centered humans move from stuck to unstoppable using emotional strategy, somatic awareness, mindset work, and soul-deep clarity.
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